bro left...

today...can be counted as my bro left me for one week to UK...kinda miss him a lot...is very very much...

cant be finish counted i guess...

wondering how is he doing there....

today is his birthday...

first year didnt celebrate with him...

tears starting to fall...

i guess my mum too....

after he is gone....only realise he mean so much to me...

without my bro...everything change...

like...ther eis no one argue with me...

even do house work also im alone...

without him...got no energy to do so many things..

even dun even have the mood to online...

only sleep and sleep and sleep...

so that wont think so much...

i at here just hope to wish him

HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

hope everyone will wish him too...

miss u bro...

KNOCK OUT!!!

I totally knock out le...

its TOTALLY....

for crise...haihz...i dunno how to say bout my day...

its so unbelieveble..

first time see my frens cry...and even i argue with fren...

ish....wat the hell is going on man...

y is like everyone change to sumone we dunno...

hello!!! the is no drama contest or even MASK contest here....

I really wanna know wat is going between everyone..

is there any way we can solve all this SHIT problem??
for crise...argue and hate is not the way...

i wan everything to settle and everyone deal with it la..

for wat now all like that?

not tired meh?? u guys not tired but i am...

summore now totally sick..knock out already...

haihz...wat are frens for??

is fren surpose to be trust or not surpose to be trust??

im damn sick of FRENS this word...damn...

how can things never ever settle??

i really dunno wat i can do anymore...

im tired...

wanna have a break... ciaoz

I really dunno wat to do le...

I really feel very 'fan' already...

i really dunno wat i can do anymore...

its like everything started to turn upside down again...

everything not under my control...

sumthing havent even settle than another thing come again...

i really do feel tired...

can sumone help me??

can i survive???

i really feel tired...

wat is love actually??

can i know that??

y does everyone love me so much...

i feeel guilty...

i do feel guilty with wat i have done before..

i hope god can forgive me...

but then its like im blur...

i am really blur...

dunno how to love a person or even how to care for a person..

i hate been change...

how come!???

y!!???

but then its was lucky thatg the frenster so call F**ker hate been kick off..

firstly wanna thanks bai for help me so much...

always there for me...

second my frens of cos...help me also...

cheer me up too..

lastly is my cousin Jason...hehe...

going to see him soon...

anwyay thats all for today i guess..

kind the dunno wat to write..

everything blur...

cant even think...

ciaoz...

I'm BACK!!!

heloo...im back at last...

haha its like i very long didnt blog le...

damn busy lately..

anyway lets go to the point...

let us talk bout genting trip...wohoo...YEAH!!!

was in genting on 14 and 15 on JULY...its was the best day ever....

we were there for the MLTR concert...its was COOL...love their song so much...

other than that...we also went to karaoke..until bout 5am in the morning only go back to room..

and let me say...i stay in SUITE...which need room card to excess the lift...wakaka...

i think u guys were thinking how fun am i...

and i was so tired at the time..plan to sleep..but then SHI RUI the crazy parrot keep making noise..

dun let me sleep...but tired until cant tahan fall a sleep like pig...but the get whack up at 8 sumthing...haihz...

but then it was fun...really does...

let me upload sum pics...keke

Dress up for concert...yippy...me and darlie...haha

Two pretty gals going for PARTY!!

those are little pics of the trip...

so lets talk bout today...

im damn piss now...

there is a F**cking guy who create a new acc using my name and my pics...

and even send me a message ask me to close down my profile or else...

he even say i keep adding ppl and stuff and call me a BITCH!!!!!

for crise...is knowing frens also a fault?? or even the ppl add me for being frens also my fault???

how can this happen??

y cant bad thing non stop happen to me now!!?? wat did i did wrong actually??

i realy dunno...i really dunno...

i already no mood for few days...now got more prob for me to face...

i really feel tired...damn damn damn tired...

and the guy who wrote the message...BE WARE!!!

u r just getting to my NERVE!!! dun ever make me ANGRY!!! u will never wan to!!!!

so F**K OFF...

anyway lets upload sum of my recently pics...

Two leng lui's taking in the middle of cold and nite...AWWW....

Me lying on the bed..tired...

post all in a day...

oh my gosh...its like i need to post lots today...hmm lets see which day should i post first..
oh ya...last week of skul holiday...

8th June 2007

lets see...wat i did today...

oh ya went to MV with my gang...crazy gang...but then its fun cos i at list got to spend one day time with my lou gong chai *shi rui*...wakaka...

we went for the ocean thirteen movie...oh my god...its damn freaking nice show...

all are smart n good looking...but then sumthing distruct me...which is can hear the raining sound when u r inside the cinema room...effect my mood...ish...
at that day...we went for pool...fuu yoh...all very geng in playing man...got take few pics too...

wah look at me...got the post eh...professional.. *perasan*

but then frankly we really had sum fun that day..thought my skul holiday will be damn bored..but it didnt..at last let me enjoy a day with frens...other than that...hmm...me n shi rui...went for fitting room to took sum pics of formal dress....who ever saw pls dun have nose bleed oh...cos its SEXY..haha :P

well..this is the ying yang dudes...haha nice??

well this is the twin sister...haha :P

so i guess thats all for that day post...lets go to do the day...wakaka...

8th June 2007

hmm...wat exactly happen today??? which is...my niece n nephew were in my house...
oh my god...u will never imagine how cute they are but then how naughty n noisy they are...
on the friday night...i wanted to sleep...but then cant man...its like both of them keep crying...i dunno y...
stop n cry n stop n cry again...oh my gosh...than mum wake us up for breakfast...my eyes totally like a panda...my niece who sleep with me keep kicking the blanket n pulling the blanket...i cant even sleep...
but then the are adorable to me...very very cute...u saw them u will just think of carrying them...
let me show u their pics...haha :P

TADA..here it is...boy name tang tang...girl name tian tian...

well..next its before going for swimming...oh my god...cant believe im putting this...

well this...i guess i dun need to say bah...haha :P

well..those are the pics that i took when they are around...but then too bad they just stay for one night...cry for dun wan to go back to JB...gonna miss them...haha :P well thats all i guess...next day...

10 June 2007

so today...i attend a dinner...a baby full moon...but ish...i didnt get to see the babe...haihz...so cham..
but then i get to see ots of leng chai n rich guys...oh my god..but i dint get any... *choi*
hmm...before going to that uncle *durian* house *thats what i name him* haha...i keep changing my clothes until a suitable one...haihz...girls really mafan wan my bro said...WTH...
girls dress up to look pretty so wont let guys down mah...he ah..memang know how to pijak me down only...let u guys see wat i took...

this was the first one i wear...hmm...look fat right??

while this was my last choice...its a pocket dot greeny dress...and i love it very much too...but then my supid cousin say i looks like aunty...at the party i saw a guy...he was damn handsome...fair n cute...we 2 keep looking at each other but then v didnt get to know each other...or mayb he had a gf or sumthing...kind the regret didnt get to know him...he was so adorable...and damn tall....haha :P weel i guesss thats all for my post...tired...

TIREDNESS will never gone...

Tired will always in me...whats wrong now??
Y like everything in me is getting weak???
cant think of anything now..is like im blank...
every single time only think of sleep...nothing more...

WTH...even didnt think of study...

All this is because of U..all is because of U...
what u wan from me??? is it funny to see me like this now??
How can U hurt me like this??
no matter how thats my privacy u know???

how can u do such thing???

Now i feel that im a total jerk...a jerk ass...

I really really very tired already...y tis will never end ne??

I wish everything stop right here...
just for one minute also enough...
I WANNA HAVE A BREAK MAN...

now talk bout happy stuff...

hmm...that day 2nd june is my daddy birthday...
hmm..we went got hi-tea...
every year also the same thing...and the same time v also shop at Time Square...
i bought a pinky bag which cost me 200 bugs...
but then to me its worth..cos its branded n its so nice...
at the same day...we meet up one of my dad's fren from peneng..
oh my god...its like been years i didnt c him...his daughter also grow up le..
while he became darker...dunno y...and comparing skin colour with my daddy...
which is totally DIFFERENT...

i just got my new hair cut...which is cute *perasannya*

but then to rezwa he doesnt like my short hair...dunno y...

but i kind the hate my long hair but also miss it *WTH im talking*
but mostly i think long hair makes everyone looks older bah...
short hair make me feel fresh..hehe
oh ya...been to TS with daryl..casey...rezwa...
had a really good time there...which is fun...
3 of them play bowling..while rezwa n casey purposely make a fall to make sum smile around...
but then too bad i miss it...cos i went shopping ALONE *haihz*

but then we took sum pics...here we promote STARBUCKS
wakaka..

look how daryl promote his drink..haha

tis is how casey promote...haha

while its rexwa turn lo..wakaka

mine seems a bit weird...thanks to rezwa 'hand'

"LOVE"

Love really drives everyone crazy...really it does...even can hurt ppl in every different way....

who u think u r to piss me off???

do u know u r getting on my nerve??

is it fun to bully ppl n say ppl in this way???

wat the f**k u wan from me???

sorry for being rude...but then i think in my blog i can say anything i wan...

y must u always go on after me with all this kind of shits??

i think is my business right??

LOVE makes me regret...

i regret that being with u...

i regret of wat i did in my entire life...

i really need a chance to change...

but then u all just keep getting on my nerve...

make rumours around...

WTH....

u not tired i also tired wan ah...

can u just let me walk my own way??

u guys just wan to make my life meaningless is it??

is that wat u all wan???

I really tired le...really very tired le...

i just wanna start everything new...

cant i just do that???

i really need it..y u all just like to kacau me....

i think LOVE to me now is nothing...

LOVE SUCKS....

i really wan to start a new life...

can sumone help me???

GOD...i raelly need ur help now...pls...

i think thats all for today...

damn piss le...

ciaoz....