Thursday, May 31, 2007

"LOVE"

Love really drives everyone crazy...really it does...even can hurt ppl in every different way....
who u think u r to piss me off???
do u know u r getting on my nerve??
is it fun to bully ppl n say ppl in this way???
wat the f**k u wan from me???
sorry for being rude...but then i think in my blog i can say anything i wan...
y must u always go on after me with all this kind of shits??
i think is my business right??
LOVE makes me regret...
i regret that being with u...
i regret of wat i did in my entire life...
i really need a chance to change...
but then u all just keep getting on my nerve...
make rumours around...
WTH....
u not tired i also tired wan ah...
can u just let me walk my own way??
u guys just wan to make my life meaningless is it??
is that wat u all wan???
I really tired le...really very tired le...
i just wanna start everything new...
cant i just do that???
i really need it..y u all just like to kacau me....
i think LOVE to me now is nothing...
LOVE SUCKS....
i really wan to start a new life...
can sumone help me???
GOD...i raelly need ur help now...pls...
i think thats all for today...
damn piss le...
ciaoz....

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

"frens will not be a FOREVER word"


What are frens for??
i kind the lost...bout frens...
is frens surpose to ber perfect or must have hate between them??


A fren to me is suppose to be true all the while...
which is not lies in between us...
if there is lies...there is no more between us...
how bout best fren???
best one to each person will only have one or two...
there wont be more than that...
but in good frens...u can have many...
which u can even enjoy everything together...

BEST FREN which u can share ur sadness happiness or even more...
A best fren should be saying the truth but not lies...
Last time i will think that i have lots of best fren..
but now best fren there is only one to me...
but...good frens is infinity... ^-^


should i list it out?? haha :P
nah i dun think so...i think they will know in the bottom of their heart...
but sumone i got to mention...haha
the person is.....QING SHENG..yuppu...this is him...

how does this guy looks??? haha...cute????i sure to call him sheng...haha
he is a very caring guy...staying so far away from me eh...
he is my nutritionist...lolx...which can be very garang sumtime...
when i sick..haha than im dead lo...no la...
he will care for me de...
he even have a sweet GF eh...everyone jealous de oh...
hmm...i kind the share everything with him...which means that he is a good listener...
he loves sport...especially BASKETBALL...gila bout that too...
i love him as my fren...
he start form 6 today...so i wish him good luck le lo...
and have a sweetest ever relationship with his gf.. ^-^

show u more of his photo...lolx...he is gonna kill me...


Best Dressing of SHENG...wakaka...


Best Hair Style of SHENG...but look kind the scary


Poser of SHENG...lolx....



Sheng..see liao pls dun angry ya...i love u as my fren oh...haha :p






Saturday, May 19, 2007

"life is not as perfect as we see"

What is life?? as it as perfect as we see???
I started to be not like myself...
What will make life perfect??
Seriously i dunno....
i think everyone life got perfect and imperfect sumtimes...
from physical we really cant judge it...
today went for visit my fren calvin....
when i see him i really can drop tears...
my heart just felt break in sudden...he is not as good as i think...
whole body swollen...cant even walk...
he can recognise me...but he cant really talk...
he was wanted to hold my hand...but he got no strength at all...
his hand was cold...and his right eye cant open..
i know he wanted to talk...but...
my cousin was there too...he cried...
it really hurt us when v see him...
his head...the operate side was so scary...
he is a very good looking guy...
y this happen to him??
and the other passengers in car got no hurt??
Y?? i really dun get it....
but im glad..he is still here...
im so scare that his life will just end here...
i hate the general hospital...
he havent recover...he still shout in pain...
how can the doctor just send him back??
and the reason is there is no bed for him...
wat the hell...its so unfair...
frankly...life is not under our control...
it can just gone anytime...
i really hope...ppl will learn how to appreciate...
i dun wan to lost another fren no more...
my tears is limited for everyone...
i think thats all for today...
kind the no mood...
ciaoz...

Sunday, May 13, 2007

no more mother's day to me




wat can i say bout mother's day?? firstly sure wish my mum happy mothers day....






my mothers day outfit...


me on my way to high-tea

today is surpose to be a happy mother's day celebration...end up everyone not happyits like unbelieveble...i cant believe it happen on mother's day...its hurts meeveryone will curious wat had happen...actually can say its not related to my family...but then...its related to me...its my fren...we play together since young...but now i also dunno got the chance to see him mah...i miss him...

actually its my fren calvin...he had an accident around sg long...when i n my cousin heard i was shock...my cousin even cry n leave to hospital without any food....how can this happen?? that time i started to dun have appetite to eat...im worried...so does my aunt...she cried too...

after the high-tea v head to general hospital to check him out...he was out from surgery...its a major surgery...brain...i was shock...he got not any physical injuries...its internal...it makes me more scare...y like that??? i cant take it...

its happen like this...he was driving very fast with another fren beside him...law...than the car fly over other side of the road...both of them were stuck in the car...my dad's fren were the car pulling guy...he say if he didnt get him out soon he might no life...thank god...he is out...

i still cant let go of this incident...i cant even get the chance to see him...cos he is in ICU only can go in 2 by 2...there is too much ppl than i just leave with family...my cousin was there...they say his body is trembling...im scare...i already had before a feeling of lost a fren... i cant take it if happen again...i dun wanna lose him...pls GOD....pls...help him recover...

cal...pls be strong...i wan to c u recover...i dun wan to cry le...u msut be ok soon oh...u still owe me lots of tea eh...dun so bad just leave like that...better fast fast recover...

i think i stop here...i cant afford to write more...



Friday, May 11, 2007

F!rst Day OF P0sinG










Dear every readers,






hello...today is my first time posing a blog...its kind the the weird actually...cos i dun usually






express myself or any single prob that im facing...but then my fren *Chian* shotted me...



but then he is right de...how can keep everything to myself without express it out?? lolx...



like wat *Chian* say...u just post ah not use ur mouth to say...so now i listen to u loh *Chian*


thanks ya.....



let me intro myself first lo...name u guys who know me will know la...JAsmine...17 this year...



i m a crazy gal...can be playful can be serious...but then no one wish me to be serious



*too scary* i guess...so this is my first blog...hope u guys give me comment..so that i can


improve.....




Today got anything special?? lolx...test loh...stress lah of cos...cant believe that i dunno how



to do the **** chemistry...study so much also no use...didnt even recall any single thing...



wat the ****....but i wont give up...i will learn a way to get an idea bout how to study...lolx..



ME in make-up look...





today actually my fren *chian* but then is not actually today...few days ago...he just break



with his gf...and the story i had read...its sound sad...this makes me feel like protecting him...



but too bad i cant...because im not *strong* enough...lolx...he is a good guy...but then its just



a problem can break things up






today i learn that couple is not as easy as we see...it is HAPPY...but lots thing occurs once



r/s is long...at the begining everything like so perfect...like a princess in a fairy tail...longer



or later...everything started to change...but then i believe if every couple understand each



other n give way the relationship will be perfect n full of love....i really does believe...*SILLY*






i think thats all for today post bah...one last thing is for my fren *Chian*





*Chian*



bie bu kai xin...wo zhi dao ni hen xiang nian ta...dan shi wo shi wang ni hui xue xi fang xia...



shi jie hai you hen duo dong xi ah...ni hai you wo zhe ge peng you....wo yi ding hui zhi chi ni



de...bie zai nong wo dan xin ni le...bu xiang kan dao ni bu kai xin...wo hui zhi chi ni de...ru guo



ni jue ding yao den..jiu den bah...bie hou hui...wo xi wang ni kuai dian hao qi lai....



*JAS*





thats me in every photo...hope u guys like it....